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"therapeutic" gif-making (not)
Dec. 26th, 2017 10:28 pmI've stopped trying not turn it into something bitter and painful, because it is.
i'm crying again bc i'm seeing ~happy~ things from jpn nats and MOI and people talking, but everything hurts, hurts, hurts
why did i get so invested. i didn't even have therapy today and now i won't have it till... next week? after new years. but, anyway.
and neither is all of this.
(it will be more. better. grander. stronger. to everyone who still doubts and doesn't see, in your faces, better and bigger than anything.)
i'm crying again bc i'm seeing ~happy~ things from jpn nats and MOI and people talking, but everything hurts, hurts, hurts
why did i get so invested. i didn't even have therapy today and now i won't have it till... next week? after new years. but, anyway.
and neither is all of this.
(it will be more. better. grander. stronger. to everyone who still doubts and doesn't see, in your faces, better and bigger than anything.)
